There are options for me to choose but the problem is I have choice phobia... Nan told me before, "Gal, you shouldn't have choice phobia. If not, you will miss the chance. Once you have missed it, it's gone..." Gosh!!! But the point is I really do have choice phobia. I know that some chances come to our life just for once. But, I am confused, I am doubting. I have done many ways to convince me myself. But, they seemed useless. The bad feelings just emerge without my permission. And of course, these feel uncomfortable and bad, very bad.
God, please guide me...
Met Rebin this morning. We went to mamak and chitchatting. We chatted on "MC family". We used to watch mid night show and we needed to take 3 taxis since our family was too big. We used to celebrate special occassion together, in a huge group. Unfortunately, I have to use past tense because it's over. No more "MC family". We are not as close as we used to be as well. Some of us have changed. Erm... I think is all of us have changed. It's memorable. Even though we are splitted, the moment we spent together is always in my heart.
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