Saturday, April 7, 2007

5.04.07

1st
"I DON'T WANT TO SEE ANY EXCEL OR POWER POINT WINDOWS! CLOSE IT AND YOU SHOULD START UPLOADING YOUR FILE NOW...." our computer lecturer demanded.
"WHAT THE @#^&$@#$!!!!!" These came out in my mind..
You think we are IT major students ar???? We, as ADP students, need to know information about computer more than basic but less than expert one lor.... Give us such expert questions and expect us to finish them in AN hour. Besides, don't offer us the face we are not supposed to face. YOU yourself make yourself in that tense situation, NOT US, ok? YOU make yourself panic, BUT, please don't influence us... We just want to finish our tasks, that's all. You as a lecturer should know that panic begets panic. When your students' attendance is decreasing, you should know that something is wrong with your teaching skills. But, you are blaming us!

After came out from the computer lab, i couldn't think much. What i can use to descirbe the feeling is riding roller coaster which was DAMN fast and standing on the edge the moment of bungee jumping...


2nd
You are totally stupid, EXTREMELY stupid... Please lar! You have lost your "real identity" lor if you continue to lead in your own drama. Everyone sees you as a clown. Because you keep acting and cheer them up... but the most important is they watch your drama free of charge one... The moment you dumped my sister, you think you can cover your sins by acting and accusing my sis ar??? Now, everyone is enjoying your shows... and of course they know the real reason of dumping my sis which you think that everyone doesn't know. You know is what reasons? Let me remind you because you are enthusiastic and drunk in your drama...

a. because you are materialistic and wanna become wealthy and you hunt an innocent and "thousand gold miss"... you "seduce"her... so she can help you to escalate your achievement.
BUT, i tell you lar since i am good enoguh to advice you - you have lost a bunch of genuine friends forever in your life... i ensure that the moment you grab all the things you want, you are just a shell... outside is crusted gold, but inside is nothing. You pushed my sis into the valley... and those freinds you have made the moment you dumped my sister are just onli artificial friends whom you cant share and reveal your true self.

b. you cannot do what you like. you have lost your freedom. what you do now is just wan to satisfy those expectation from others - become a christian that claimed yourself is SOOO spirituality but your aren't, if not you wont hurt my sis that badly. try to cheer up the girl you like but what you like is just the $$$. so i advice you to marry money so i no need give angpao on your wedding day since you are so generous that i know you aren't but you are just acting that you are generous. there is a chinese proverb which is "fang chang xian, diao da yu". YUP!!! Congratulations!!! you have gotten a big, fatty fish... HOWEVER, your rod is too weak and because your fish is too heavy, your rod is going to "patah". And you have no that strength to pull up the fish... SO, just let the rod and fish go lar...WON'T that be happier???

3rd
Sorry because I can't tell you the truth... Sorry, because of me, you are who you are today. Sorry because I know the truth and I choose not to tell you, I can anticipate your responses because I know you. Sorry because I don't want to hurt you but I am hurt when I can't do anything because of the situation. Sorry... the person is no longer the person you think of... the person has changed...

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